Who Says You Cant Go Home

It doesn´t matter where you are
Doesn´t matter where you go
If it´s a million miles aways or just a mile up the road
Take it in
Take it with you when you go
Who says you can´t go home

Why Cant I?

Got your ticket
Got your suitcase
Got your leaving smile
Oh, I could say that's the way it goes
And I could pretend
And you won't know
That I was lying...




Yo! You know who...
This one's for you.

Even Angels Fall

~ Jessica Riddle
You've found hope
You've found faith
Found how fast she could take it away.
Found true love
Lost your heart.
Now you don't know who you are.

She made it easy
Made it free
Made you hurt til you couldn't see.
Sometimes it stops
Sometimes it flows
But baby that is how love goes.

You will fly and you will crawl
God knows even angels fall.
No such thing as you lost it all.
God knows even angels fall.

It's a secret no one tells
One day it's heaven
One day it's hell.
It's no fairy tale
Take it from me
That's the way it's supposed to be.

You laugh, you cry
No one knows why
Behold the thrill of it all...
You're on the ride
You might as well
Open your eyes

dedicated to an "angel" =)

Sun Up, Sun Down

I know your face.
I've seen it many times before.
Yours is the face that overwhelms
my thoughts,
my dreams.

But now...
I am wishing you away.

I'll put out the silent spark
and let it fade with the dark.
I'll extinguish the fire
and let you fade out into the setting sun.

In a moment's time
I will feel the cold summer's breeze
touch my numb face
as the stillness of the early night sets in.

Who knows? ...

Maybe if you try to ask me once and for all to hold on just a little bit longer, I just might do that.

Time Check

Why is it that all of a sudden, my "had-been" and some "should-have-beens" show up unexpectedly with their lady loves while the one man who has my heart is so, so far away?

Must be Father Time jolting me back to consciousness.

"Time check!..."

A Way Back Into Love

Saw the movie "Music and Lyrics" with my besty, Tin, over the weekend. Funny, relaxing movie, beautiful songs. We both loved the movie. Hugh Grant is so sexy... and he can actually sing! Whoever thought that he can pull off that role is a genius.

I like most of the songs from the movie but I'm singling out the song, "Way Back Into Love". The words mirror my thoughts.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

Gibberish

Love is oftentimes lumpy or sharp-edged. Much like the shape of the heart, one side choppy, the other side pointed.

Whatever.
That.
Means.

And it's no big deal, actually. I'm just loosing my mind. You can probably tell by what you're reading.

Do. I. Care?!?